Sunday, September 4, 2011

My only follower

Well, there are good things and bad things about having a blog that practically no one reads, one, you can post anything you want without getting too embarrassed. But the bad thing is that then you feel that no one cares about you because no one reads it. But then you get all happy because no one knows what you're saying so then you're not humiliated or embarrassed, so then alls well again. Now I have had several suggestions about what to post because, because I don't post very often. So like my only follower has probably left me by now. Thanks Justine.

So anyways, let's get started. This week is the week before the tenth anniversary of 9/11. Of course when... (sorry, getting messages by my friend here, give me two minutes... And an hour.)
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Okay. Never mind. Lost my train of thought. So things are kinda crazy around here. So I'm watching some 9/11 thingy, and my sister comes in and yells, "Go to CHANNEL 24!!!!". So I go and guess what?
ITS LES MISARABLES THE PLAY THAT THEY WERE PLAYING LIVE. AND I AM FREAKING. OUT. I HAVEN'T SEEN IT SINCE I WAS TEN. so I start watching and I realize. SOMETHING. IS. NOT. RIGHT. Is that?.. No it can't be.. It's a Jonas brother. A JONAS FRICKING BROTHER. AND I STARTED CRYING. AND CHANGED THE CHANNEL. THE JONAS BROTHERS. RUIN. EVEREYTHING. IVE NEVER CRIED HARDER IN MY LIFE.

So that's one story. The next one is kind of heartbreaking. Now this will be the first time she'll hear of this, but I've always been honest with her. And I won't name names. But there's this girl I like. Really cute. Gorgeous to me. But life says we can't see each other. Ever. At all. We don't live close enough to see each other. I've only seen her twice this year and that's it. And then I have to settle to talking with her online. Which never happens anymore. And then I try texting her. And she replies every other day basically. And then shell say "Can I call you back later?". AND THEN SHE DOESNT. And then to rub it in my face, kick me while I'm down, she tells me about every time she gets a crush on a boy, hooks up with someone, and then snogs the Crap out of his face, expecting god knows what from me. I just have to suck it up though and move on. But it hurts. A lot. So anyways, I've been thinking lately. Am I just being stupid and naive for loving her? She doesn't have the respect for calling me back. Or to just not text people when we call. When I call, shell text the whole time. And half the time she doesn't listen to what I say. Or is it worth it to wait? I don't know. Recently I've been thinking that I'm just stupid.

I want to move on to another topic now. School started. I have good classes, good teachers, and funny friends to get me through the day. Unfortunately, they are in the classes where I don't need them and aren't in the classes where I need them. Such as, in history, I have five other guys in there. Garuanteed, were going to screw around and fail the class. Thanks charter oak, you really dropped the ball this year. And in the classes where i'm going to fall asleep because of boredom, they're not in there. Either way, I'm going to fail my classes. It's a lose-lose situation. Except for photo. I'll probably do well in that class. I have a good teacher. Mr. Holguin. Ehh. Never mind, I won't describe what the class is like. You're probably bored with what in saying so I'll move on.

Music. Always a good topic right? Most likely not. Little backstory. The girl I like, (the one from above), she likes to argue and kind of.. degrade (? I don't know if that's the word I want to use.) me and my music. Like I just found a new artist that I've never heard of, and I really like their music. So then I'll ask her if she's heard this song and this is her reply.
"Yeah whatever. That song is old bro, get with the times". -.- (smh) and the song is from like, 2009. Then later shell ask
"hey have you heard "vlahvdkhjsua"*? It's spooooooo good!!!!!". REALLY. THAT SONG IS OLDER THAN MINE. LIKE 2007 OLD. GET WITH THE TIMES BRO. I mean it's all like that! Oh, so anyways I don't really tell people about my music choices until now. I'm putting a list of all the artists I like.

Anberlin
Adele
Aerosmith
band of horses
Blink 182
Bon Jovi
Brandon flowers
the bravery
cage the elephant
Christina perri (yea I do. No problem with her.)
coldplay
Daft punk
Daniel Baird
Death Cab for Cutie (Favorite band!!!!!!!!!!)
deadmau5
djzany
Flobots
the Fray
Friendly Fires
Glitch Mob
HelloGoodbye
Jayz
journey
John Mayer
Katy Perry
Keane (love them. Gonna go get tickets next time their in LA. :D )
Kickdrums
The killers
Kings of Leon
la roux
ladyhawke
le Tigre
Lifehouse
Magic Wands
Matt and Kim ( :D love them!!!!!!!!!)
Matt Nathanson
Micheal Buble
Modest Mouse ( :D )
Muse
Mumford and Sons
Modus Operandi
Mutemath
Neon Trees
New Radicals
No Doubt
OneRepublic (they created my favorite song: Passenger)
Owl City (just got the new album and love it)
Panic! At The Disco (haa some of the best music I've heard!)
Paramore
Phoenix
The postal service ( they really need to get back together and make a new album)
Queen
Quietdrive
The ready set ( just heard of them yesterday.they're good)
The Script
Shiny Toy Guns
Snow Patrol
Switchfoot
Taylor swift (yes I do listen to her, I like her music)
the Temper Trap
Train
U2
Voxhaul Broadcast
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30 Seconds to Mars

yeah I know it was a long list but there is still a lot that I left out. And to anyone that wants to criticize my grammar or music choices, just remember,
SCREW YOU. GO DIE IN A HOLE.

I think that will be the end of this post. I hope that you enjoyed reading this boring blog, now you can go tell you're friends a whole bunch of rumours about me. Hahahahahah til next time

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